Hello
I am wondering if you still think about me.
Not think think. Because that's weird.
But think you know.
 Like you are doing something completely mundane. Or maybe you are doing something huge.
or maybe doing your normal chores. Or maybe singing.
or walking. or bathing. or crying. or as a matter fact even thinking
and in that fleeting millisecond I cross your mind. Out of nowhere.
i want to know, whether you smile after that and let it go,
or does that fleeting thought of me turn into something huge.
do you drown yourself in nostalgia
or do you let it go.
do you sit and wonder for hours what you would say to me this exact moment
or do you let it go.
or do you miss me so much that you want to pick up the phone and call me
or do you let it go.
i just want to know.

For everyone person who secretly lives in pain

At the end of the day
all you have is yourself
nothing can change that
no amount of friends
or laughter or fun
can change the fact that
you will
end up crying alone in the darkness of 2am
with no one around you to wipe those tears away
all you have is yourself
in the cold of the night
you and your thoughts
drowning
you try to save yourself from yourself
But
in the end
all you have is yourself;
you realize that's enough.