You sitting there with a smile on your face. Laughing with your friends. With your perfect hair and perfect dress and perfect everything. Not a care in the world as you dance to your favourite song and shout for more drinks. You seem to have it all right.
But I also see the sadness behind your smile. How everyday seems like a war with yourself. I see the sadness you hide from everyone. How you want to start over again. I see your pain and how you try to hold back your tears and force a smile. I see how hard it gets to fake everyday. I see you searching for a distraction. Something to take your mind away from all of these sufferings. I see you getting tired by everything falling apart everytime. I hurt for you.
But I want to tell you it gets better. I know everyday seems like a struggle and each time it only seems to get worse but you come out as a fighter. You are so much stronger than you think are. You just have to keep believing. You are needed in this world even if you think you aren't.
