I am in the point of my life where everything seems to be going against me. Everything is wrong. From my hair to school , everything seems to be going against me. And I don't know what to do. Currently my room is a mess. But my life is bigger mess than that. I can clean my room, make it top-notch, but how do I un-mess my life. There's a huge pile of bullshit racked up somewhere because of the decisions I've made. I am so under all this I don't even know what to do anymore. I keep hoping everything's gonna be fine. That somehow the universe will untangle my tangled life. But the universe has bigger problems than me I guess. Or it is just plain tired doing all the work after the big bang explosion and it doesn't have time to sort out the explosions in my life. Maybe I should take the lead here, but I have no clue where to begin with. I just feel lost.Drifting in and out of nowhere and everywhere is no fun. I think I am lost. Truly and utterly lost in this chaotic world. I just keep hoping for eveyrhing to make sense someday.
